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NismoR33 asked:


Okay this is going to be long story but i will keep it brief and point out the main factors about me.
I’m 23yrs old now and i want to go back to study cause i really realized that i need to use my brain in this world and i don’t want to be a dead end job which I’m in right now.

Growing up in a house hold where my father was a violent, alcoholic, gambler. He use to come home drunk and beat my mother and us all the time and he would lie about everything, from money to what he would be doing and always ended up getting fired from his work and just was a bad man. After My mother finally left him After many separations he always use to say he would change and changed but never did he was the same old person.

Okay in high school i started hanging around the wrong people and started doing lots of bad things and hang around the gangs doing this and that always getting in trouble with the police, doing drugs and drinking. I picked up a lot of habits from my father which i hate for it when i got drunk i became very violent i think even worse than him i became a Lie and picked up a lot more things which i don’t want to pass down to my children.

One bad day i was at 18yrs of age i was in my finally yr of high school but was never there and always doing bad things i ended up going to jail for nearly killing someone stabbing him.

I realized that im in jail my mum bought the best QC barristers lawyers, which cost over 30k on legal fees to fight for me which my mum had to get loans and stuff. i ended up doing only 2 years which i should of got at least 10-15 minimum.

After jail everything was weird i felt lost and didn’t feel the same, all my self confidence, motivation, positiveness everything out the window i cant even make friends meet people my friends now i only have a few left i cant even relate and be as close as bond with them as they are to each other. i feel depressed nothing going for me. and i’m stuck in a dead end job going no where and my girlfriend has left me which was my life because she has left to Singapore for her career in marketing.

Now i have came to conclusion that i need to stand up and be a man, but i keep failing i always get depressed unmotivated and lots things bring me down, i need to know how can i change my thought of thinking and the way i feel its so hard i don’t want to waste my time anymore i want to study but im so dumb and im scared i will pick something which i will fail does any one know what seps i can do or Professional help i can go I’m in sydney australia

thank you for taking the time reading this im sorry if some things don’t make sense cause im do dumb to type.